Too much time had passed.

It has been a year since I have posted anything, and the thought of signing on to create a post is so overwhelming that I have procrastinated further. I have been lost in thought today about my beautiful sister Kelli who recently suffered a miscarriage. We were so excited to be pregnant together. We were pregnant together with our last babies and it was so much fun. Now I am still pregnant and she is not. I am so sad for her and even feel guilty that I am pregnant and she isn't. I don't really know what to say or how to act. I am excited about my new baby and I know she is too but I don't want to talk about it too much because I know she is devastated with her loss. I wish I were the writer she is, I would be able to better describe my thoughts and feelings. For now this is the end of the post. I love you Kelli!